Monday, April 30, 2012

Praying with the Psalms

Cindy's Paraphrase of the 23rd Psalm ...


O God you are the tender of my soul, 
I have everything I truly need.
You walk with me and 
invite me to lay down in the green green grass
You walk with me beside the cool calm streams of living water
You refresh me as I breathe all the way to my toes …
You walk with me 
even as the darkness stalks me in the depths of despair
And yet I have no fear with you by my side
Your Being envelopes my being 
and I am wrapped in your peace
You sustain me with a feast as those 
who do not see my value look upon our togetherness
You pour healing oil upon the wounds of my soul and 
the hands that serve others with your love
I am so filled with love that it flows out into the world
O my God, all of your blessings are mine as we walk together
I am eternally bound with you and will dwell in Your Presence, 
always and forever.  Amen.

Sometimes when we are very familiar with a piece of writing, like certain passages of Scripture, we read or recite them without really thinking about the words and what they mean for our lives today.  We know we love it but we no longer remember why.  One of the ways we can get past this tendency to familiarity is to write a paraphrase using words that mean something to us as we understand them in the text.  It can help us to wade deeper into the living water.  

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Using the Senses to Pray with Nature


I've been on retreat since Thursday ... I found myself 


Praying in the Four Directions, Praying with the Four Elements and I engaged with nature


We had a lovely Morning Prayer at an Outdoor Pavilion at the Wesley Center in Woodworth, Lousiana.  We were led by a soul friend of mine which makes this all the more delightful.  


We engaged in Visio Divina in 4 directions ... We were invited to turn from our inward circle to an outward facing circle and I began facing North.  I almost gasped as turned and felt the overwhelming presence of God.  I know I smiled as I breathed all the way to my toes.  After my lovely time day of prayer the week before, a time in which I experienced God as the Gentle Rain on my Soul ... well, the wind often changes quite abruptly and several days later things had shifted ... I wrote in my journal about God the raging thunderstorm in my soul.  I wrote about feeling as though I was a little dinghy floating about no longer moored at my soul dock.   



As I looked upon the lake to the North, there was a little boat one one side and 


feeling like a little dinghy ... restless and










there was the dock on the other side.    feeling no longer moored at my soul dock ...









Turn to the East and I was staring at a brick wall ... 


feeling the heat of the day, or perhaps the passion of a 
wild heart as I gaze upon the bricks fired in the kiln






Turn to the South and felt the breeze blowing gently across my cheek and through my hair ... ahhhh




feeling light and joyful








Turn to the West and Pine Trees growing in the Earth along the edge of the Lake.  
feeling grounded and 
reaching for God 
with the Trees
in Praise and Thanksgiving




As I pondered this experience, I realized I had just experienced the four elements in prayer ... the water of the lake, the fire that created the bricks in all their different colors, the air as the gentle breeze, and the quiet earth that held the long, tall pine trees ... It is enough.  Amen.




Friday, April 20, 2012

God is the Gentle Rain falling on my Soul


I spent last Monday in silence at the Ruah Spirituality Center of the Villa de Matel here in Houston.  This monthly day of silence is a regular spiritual discipline in my Rhythm and Rule of Life and it keeps my soul breathing.


I sat in my little room gazing out the window, watching the rain fall steadily upon the trees ... all day long, the constant sound of the rain wrapped me a deep sense of the holiness of nature.  Julian of Norwich says, "Nothing less than God can satisfy."  I am realizing that my deepest longing these days is to "be" as satisfied as the trees who stand with their face toward the rain falling from the sky ... greening in the process.  


I meditated on this line from Psalm 62:1a, "My soul finds rest in God alone."  Julian says, "God is our Full Rest."   Full Rest ... always I find that when I sink deeply into God my Full Rest, I sleep for a time in the safety of the silence with no one to disturb ... my "smart" phone tucked away so it cannot tempt me to check on the world.


In the morning, I took up my journal and wrote these first 3 lines ... fell into a light sleep and when I woke in the afternoon I wrote the next 3 lines ...


God is the gentle rain falling on my soul


keeping my soul alive


bringing life to the world




God is the gentle rain falling on my soul


drenching my soul with love


flooding the world with Presence




As I reflect on these words that emerged from deep within myself, I realize how "parched" my soul had been when I arrived to sit in the silence ... as the day unfolded my soul drank deeply of the silence and the love poured upon me.  In that present moment I felt the Full Rest who is God.


Dear Ones, may you be blessed on your journey by Full Rest and my you offer Full Rest to others with great love and affection ... Amen.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

An Easter Moment


Christ the Lord is Risen today!  Alleluia!  Amen!


Easter Prayer Station at Ashford UMC
I invite you to take this Link to the Easter Moment Meditation on my weekly bible reflection arising from the Lectionary.    


On Easter Day the veil 
between time and eternity 
thins to gossamer.  
~Douglas Horton


Have a beautiful day! 
Peace and Easter Blessings, Cindy

Friday, April 6, 2012

Light a Candle for Someone today


It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness.
~Eleanor Roosevelt



Is there someone you need to pray for today?

Sunday, April 1, 2012

A Night of Lenten Prayer

Ashford Sanctuary

EVERYONE WELCOME!

Prayer Stations with Labyrinth Walk
Come as you are and pray as you need to 

2201 S. Dairy Ashford, Houston, Texas

April 3, 2012

6:00 pm - 9:00 pm

Special Prayer Service @ 7 pm