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| Labyrinth at the Chadwick Arboretum on the Ohio State University Campus |
I spent the past week in Columbus, Ohio taking a class at the Methodist Theological School of Ohio and was blessed to work with United Methodist Church/Community Development For all People and the Global Community United Methodist Church. We had Friday off to work on our Saturday presentation. I took a break and walked this beautiful labyrinth. It was hot! And yet there was a gentle breeze. Silence descended as soon as I walked toward the path.
I really enjoyed the way the stones of the path were laid. It was a traditional 11-circuit Chartres-style labyrinth but it was a little different, an interesting juxtaposition of square stones in a circular configuration. There was a small space between the stones down the middle of the path and it helped me to balance my steps.
As I prepared for this class in Ohio, I began to think a lot about spiritual direction on the margins. What would that look like? I've been pondering this question and I decided to bring my chaos and all my thoughts to the labyrinth.
I started my labyrinth walk at the entrance in the shadows of the trees, walking slowly and deliberately, letting my thoughts wander. Suddenly I walk into the light and its warmth, so bright I almost couldn't see the path. It "woke" me up, and I continued on in this rhythm of shady darkness and sunlight brightness.
Everything that happens on the labyrinth is said to be a metaphor for life ... As I settled into the rhythm of the path, I began to think of "knowing" and "unknowing." There are many things I want to know about the inner shift that I am feeling in my soul and my life but as I moved to the rhythm of light and dark on that very hot day, as I slowed in the shadows and sped through the sunny spots, I began to sense a peacefulness in the quiet darkness of the shadows. Lingering, I became immersed in God's presence.
When I reached the center of the labyrinth and perhaps the center of my own soul, I stood very quietly. I stepped into each petal looking outward and after drinking in the beauty of the world from that perspective I turned, stepped to the center and looked down, breathing in the God-space.
Around the circle I went until my circle was complete. I stepped out, back onto the familiar path and simply enjoyed the gentle rhythm of light and dark as I walked out.
Someone asked me the other day, "What does the labyrinth "do" for you?" I honestly don't think I gave him a very good answer that day, but I have been thinking about it and here is what I would say today. The labyrinth doesn't do anything "for" you. But if you are open, you may experience ... something. At the very least, you have committed to walk a certain distance and that is something. Your walk may be awesome. It may be Spirit-filled. It may be reflective. It may be healing. It may be peaceful. It may be ordinary. And ... it may be nothing. Whatever it is, that is your experience.
Today, I would say, "if you get the opportunity, just walk and experience what you experience." Nothing more, nothing less. What about you? Have you ever walked a labyrinth? What was your experience?
Perhaps the next time (or the first time) you walk a labyrinth you might read this quote from The Cloud of Unknowing ... and find rest for your soul in the rhythm of light and dark.
Let that quiet darkness be your whole mind and like a mirror to you. For I want your thought of self to be as naked and simple as your thought of God, so that you may be with God in spirit without fragmentation and the scattering of your mind. ~A quote from The Cloud of Unknowing
